Summer is going to chiina, Summer is going to chiiina! How exciting. I'm sort of having small minor panic attacks. It's ok though.

I taught myself how to knit two new patterns. I'm very excited. They don't really look all that right. And the patterns are .. really amazingly complicated, but it's sort of really awesome, the scarves have holes now! And they're not the "oh god what did I do wrong?!" kind of holes either! I meant for them to be there. Muwaha!

Binion let me borrow Arrested Developement season 1. He's never getting it back. It also helps that he's in Hawaii for the time being. Harder to get back here and take them from me.

So, I had this issue. I stood by my ground, and I made boundaries. I did so believing I was saving something that I didn't want to lose. Now, I'm thinking I lost it anyway.

I wish I were able to actually keep friendships. Though be honest, now that it's pretty much non-existant it took weeks for me to even notice it was missing. Maybe that says a lot more than I realized.

I leave for China in two weeks. I'm really going to miss the boys. I've finally gotten Smallville out of my system, thank god. Just in time for finals to be over and done with. I set a goal for my Chinese final and made it. I am amazingly proud of that.

This love I have for Lex Luthor is truely, disturbingly unhealthy. Too bad I'm not as bothered by it as I should be. Now if I could only figure out a way to cart my dvds to China.

Psychosis is awesome.

I am obsessive and weird.

I wish I could change this.

So just had the best dream ever.

It started off with my kicking my ex-roommate IN THE FACE. Which is something I've really wanted to do for quite a while. Nevermind that. She was trying to make me think that she was a robber and startled me from my nap. I won that round! Woo she ran off with a bloody nose. Then I got a call from my uncle who apparently owns a Plantation Hotel and Restaurant. And he wants me to stop by.

So I go but I can't walk, no no, instead I hijack his hot air balloon. Which has this crazy Tiny spider but it has a million legs so I automatically assume it's poisonous. So now I have my two worst fears coming together heights and spiders. In one hand I have the old school gameboy. In the other I have my new Nintendo Ds. I now have to choose which one to use to knock off the spider with and it's so hard! I eventually use the DS and in my spazticness I go crashing to earth. Good news, the spider is dead.

So I start walking to the plantation, everyone is hanging out in the pool. So I hang out in the pool for a little while. Then Eric calls and wants to eat at this hotel with really neat ambiance or some such. So we start driving, and we get there. There is literally no where to sit. Even when you're at the table you're literally on top of some one. We come across friends (People I've never met in reallife but who apparently love and know me in the dream) These people finish eating and it's our turn to get the food, but then this tiny woman freaks out and starts yelling. And she runs outside and there's a Ferris wheel with your own personal compartment and driver. And she freaks out on a driver. Then the driver freaks out and starts driving really fast on the ferris wheel. It is now apparently our turn to get on the Wheel o' nutjob. And I clearly remember being petrified I was going to get the crazy lady, it stops and it's this huge metal looking dude. Also sort of looked like a biker, more of a combination of the two. So he's got tattoo's all over his face. And he's big and scary and no one wants to be in his compartment, I convince everyone that it's either him or the crazy woman and we get in. Some how or another I manage to start talking about poetry (When I realized it was a dream. I hate poetry and don't know squat about it) and he starts crying, because he's so sensitive you see. Then there's a ringing.

It's my real world phone. I answer and I hear "MAAARRIIIEE??" It's some old lady.

I think really, that was the only way that dream could have been ended.

Just watched The Departed. That is one awesomely fucked up movie. Now I want to watch Boondock Saints. I must own this movie. I'm in a really big movie funk/phase where I have the sudden urge to get my hands on every movie EVER.

I watched Superman Returns As well. For some reason I'm stuck on Superman lately. I don't even LIKE Superman, I kind of see him as a lame superhero. Big Fan of Spidey and Batdude. Though, I must admit it was a good movie. Amazingly cheesy, and I think that's what saved it in the end. But the Superman kid come on, guys. He's made of plastic. He's not an Alien, he's just a mannequin brought to life by the ooze. Thank you, TMNT. Oh wells. He got Lois all Knocked up, good job there.

Pokemon in 21 Days. Come on, kids, how fucking awesome is that? Super awesome that's how. Excitement. Yet another thing for me to obsess over. Thank god this week is spring break, I was starting to crack up at the end of last week. Pissed off a lot of people too. What's bad is I really can't bring myself to care. And let me tell you, being woken up to be chewed out by one of your best friends = not cool at all. I mean the issue is over and handled, all the same.

As an April Fools joke I told my Dad I was pregnant. He laughed at me. I don't blame him, They all know how I feel about the issue to begin with.

I did the most disgusting Egg painting EVER today. Instead of boiling and Dying easter eggs my mother came up with this new fun craft, probably something she gacked off HGTV. Poke two wholes on each end of a raw egg, then blow out the yolk and crap. I shudder at the memories. It's gross enough to make you become vegetarian. She wants to stuff confetti in them but the holes are too small, so we'll see how well this works.

Oh man, so a lot has been going on and I don't even know where to start. I'll just begin with what makes me happiest. Summer = going to China. I realize I've been saying this for a while. But, dude, it is actually happening. How exciting! I've been driving my professor nuts because I'm like that toddler who keeps asking you questions that you don't have answers to. But I can't make myself stop. I need to know EVERYTHING.

Apparently, I have to get a shitload of vaccines: TB, Hep A and B, Typhoid (wtf is this btw???) and tetnus. HOW FUN. I get to get injected with a crapload of diseases all at once!

Also of note, I cannot have anything to do with the tap water while I'm there. I cannot open my mouth in the shower, I have to boil my water before I brush my teeth, and I can only drink bottled water. Now the last two, I don't think that'll be very hard to deal with. But... opening my mouth when I shower? That has never been something I've paid attention to ... ever. So now when I shower I'm going to have to consciously figure out if I'm opening my mouth and keep it shut. Lame.

Hmm... what else. My birthday was March 11. I'm all old and 23. How uncool of me. I would happily go back to being 19. I've never been particularly thrilled about entering the "20's" and really I'm still not.

St. Patty's day was excellent, though when I'm the only girl at a party with 8 people I think that says something important. Like find more female friends. Don't get me wrong I do ENJOY the fart jokes. But after so many of them you get a little bored. Though I have to say I do enjoy my boys, Binion made me an Irish Drinking Song CD and really that's all I need to be happy in life.

On a different note, Ashley got a Wii and I spend most of my day devising ways to steal it from her.

I have guitar hero II. It is the most amazing thing ever. My fingers are totally cramped and going to fall off. Oh man, it's fucking amazing. Fucking amazing, FUCKING amazing. just incase you didn't understand. Oh, man. This has the potential for disaster.

Got a package in from Jenny. She is totally my hetero-lifemate.

My teacher is foghorn leghorn and it makes me SMILE. Oh man, that class is amazing.

Saturday everyone is heading over to Chimes for some amazing Drinking action. I should get Hal to bring Rock'em Sock'em robots again. Last time we played there it was truely amazing.

All my friends are graduating from college and I totally feel like a loser. I had a dude ask me if I was a freshman the other day. I totally had to tell him that I was a fifth year with no hope of ever graduating EVER. He also thought I was 17, which is good I guess? I sort of wish people would stop thinking I'm in highschool, or at least stop thinking that when I'm 22. Maybe when I hit fourty and someone doesn't believe that I'm old enough to buy liquor, that would be awesome. But for now it's annoying.

All my friends also have huge relationship issues. And they call me for advice. I love you guys, but it's sort of mean to bother the single chick and to ask her what to do with your relationship. And you really need to stop getting mad at me when I tell you to break up with the fucker/whore. It's not only that I don't want to hear you bitch, but mostly I'm tired of hanging out by myself. ... <3!!! ;p I'm also just a little bit bitter. Maybe a smidge.

Yesterday my boss had a stroke. It was crazy and really freaked me out. They took him to the hospital and everything is Ok.

It was also my last day at YF. I felt kind of bad seeing as how he's having health issues and what not. But the family is really aweosme. I'm going to miss them, and I quite possibly stop by just to bother them.

I'm knitting a scarf for Hal. It's the softest fabric in the world. I almost don't want to give it to him. It's going to look sort of goofy though. It's two diffferent colors cuz I ran out of yarn. Who cares. It's soft!

Me, Hal, and Binion went to Chimes for our weekly sunday dinner. It was great. And it's good to have some stability in life. Then we went to watch Hal play the new Zelda. New Zelda = very pretty/homoerotic. Strange I know.

Now, I'm bored at Res-Life. I really want to go back to bed.

Later today, we're supposed to be celebrating MLK day. Binion is coming over to Hal's and we're going to eat chicken and watermellon on the back of his truck. Should be excellent.